Angry like a Hulk

Hello Everyone,

I've had a lot on my mind today, and yesterday. The topic in this post is going to be blind rage. An anger that is not only scary, but dangerous to the person who has it, as well as those who around that person. I find that Blind Rage is very difficult to control, like a Hulk. Something to really set you mind into a question is this, Does someone with a blind rage have control? More importantly, how does someone know if they suffer from this "blind rage" .

I can safely say, I know what "blind rage" is by experience. Blind rage is basically someone who can become very angry and everything that they love, feel compassion for, cherish is removed from their sight. Blind rage is exactly as the words state, It is Blind and there is a lot of rage. An anger that bellows deep within.

In a realistic view, a hulk is much more real then someone may think. When someone becomes this angry, there is no real control over thoughts, feeling or anything of this sort. A berserker takes over and is thirsty for blood. For many years, and especially now this has been an issue I have suffered with. Knowing that I have no control is not a good thing, admitting it however is a great thing, which is why I write. I insert all of that anger, rage, and threatening feelings deep into my writing. If not writing, then my gaming. It's a great stress relief as well as a great way to pour out that rage.

However, it does scare me to know that other "hulks" are out there off their chain. Chain referring to their positive stress relief, rage relief. Not only is this scary, but it's truthfully life threatening to those who don't know how to battle a hulk. As a hulk speaking through this post, I hope those other hulks out there are reading my words clearly.

As a Hulk you shouldn't be ashamed to admit that you are one, anger, depression , addictions and many other things consume people every day, we are all human. That is something we can't change. The good news however, is we don't have to hang on to it, you can let it go. This however is up to you.

A great way to test yourself, is to take something very small, and work with it. Let's say you have this irritation with how someone sitting next to you in a lobby is clicking their pen, and it is literally driving you mad, mad to the point that you just want to take that noisy clicker and use it as a weapon of mass destruction upon them.

Instead, why not introduce yourself to them, shake their hand and tell them a little bit about what you do. If they aren't interested in meeting you, that's fine, at the very least you did something great and turned a negative into a positive. On a better note though, the clicking has stopped! Fantastic!

Wrapping this up here, it's okay to admit you're a blind raged hulk and that you do need some sort of support, from either your friend or your family. Life is way to short, and living angry all the time is a great way to waste what precious time you have left.

This is Sean Signing out.